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this is bad. it's tuesday and i'm feeling so tired already ): and everyday i go to school looking forward only to the after-school stuff.

yday school was really quite funny, especially being terribly retarded during pe, laughing so hard that we couldn't run haha (: and running back and forth/ stationary to look like we finished our three rounds (when we only practically walked two because we were laughing so hard) haha pe is such fun :D in a destressing way. haha then went to watch 27 dresses with angel after school HAHA our first movie ever together hahaa (: and it was damn awesome, we were both swooning over james marsden's eyes half the time (: and it's typical chick flick, but who cares! we all need a little romance in our lives sometimes (: haha

and then today was the silly econs test, which we all obviously didn't study for haha. met val after school to do tutorial 12 where that stupid girl embarrassed me in the canteen hmphh haha! and then we did work and then angel came to join us. haha angel brings along a wave of unproductivity, because when she came we just started crapping around and laughing non-stop. haha i think there was a point where she and i laughed for a few minutes straight and val ended up laughing at us laughing even though she didn't originally find what we said as amusing as we did haha (: but yay <333>

WE LOVE JAY <3333 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-HUO_OlY_oZIxqNmlyIW2V9S-xvE7X5G9D0KbsPUR5b75svfOECAzTX85i-Cn1PDpQnzWsOUlf3c2FeF4S3GVPahMG7avhtvtbUSboX52GxiGvrn85J1Dz9zYu6ZRsIJu_T-F5g/s1600-h/CIMG5712.JPG"> YAY HE WAS SO NEAR! AND HE WAVED TO MEEEEE :D
haha yucks the raunchy dancers
<333>and the old (: of people that i love (:

always cheers me up (:

haha i realised i havent blogged properly the entire week, and the previous few entries look so depressing so i shall blog this over them (:

i think the whole week was just really stressful and busy ( i have no idea why exactly also) but it was probably just a culmination of things. but now that sats are over i feel happy and so much less stressed (: or maybe i've just sorted out my thinking (:

monday was spent buying new boots and shoes at queensway with jiakang and jolyn, amidst eating a lot of our favourite food :D like the blended yoghurt ice cream thing, bubble tea and muah chee :D and i think the disney cafe at anchorpoint is really cute i want to go there one day! who wants to go with me :D haha! anyway we bought really nice shoes (: BOUNCEEEEE hahaa now we really feel like we can bounce around :D haha

met val after school on tuesday, which was really nice considering we haven't managed to talk properly since orientation ended, and it's been really quite different getting used to not seeing her as much haha considering how we realy saw each other quite a lot during the hols! but yay tuesday dates from now on :D there was training after that, which was really quite fun, considering how i feel like i havent trained in some time. we celebrated min's birthday (: with a cake by oli's mum haha omg which is forever so yummy it wastes all our trainings and pts >< then went home and did the dreadful sats for a bit.

hung around in the canteen after school on wednesday with angel and then shiya joined us for a while. went down for guides with princess after that yay. haha and managed to catch up with her and haha i think we're forever tied together by this this called GUIDES. hahahahaa (: but it was nice so we shall make it a point to go down more often, to talk to and see each other, and also the rest of the guides that i miss more!

thursday studied with shun in the canteen, where the annoying cheo was wasting our smses by smsing us halfway across the canteen, before coming over and stealing my soyabean milk ): boo haha then after shun left to audition for talentime (YAY CONGRATS ON GETTING IN :D HAHAA) i met the touchruggers and haha we were being retardedly amused by karen's new yoyo from the biscuit pack haha. training at main field after that was quite fun, though i really need to improve my stamina a lot more hahaha and not throw terrible passes ><

friday had rap, and like was supposed to do sats with pok and jiaks but we ended up talking for most of the time anyway and did like two questions hahaha. but then again, we depend on our dear jiaks to create all the drama in our lives hahahahaaa. but rap was so embarrassing omg what kind of silly person asks: HOW VULNERABLE IS THE ESPLANADE TO TERRORIST ATTACKS to a guest speaker speaking about the arts scene goshhhh.

saturday was sats! grrr i was totally freezing in the room la please zomg. and a five hour paper is just really tiring, no matter what, and it wasnt that easy somemore!! didn't manage to rush down in time for rsn, so went for sakae with pok jiaks and jolyn, and jeremy and jasper joined us later on. haha movies were sold out, so we ended up at the arcade, where jeremy showed us his secret talent of owning at all the arcade games including ddr and parapara haha i think we all nearly died from laughing. and pok doing parapara is hilarious too :D haha. met the og for dinner after that since they were at cine too haha before going home pretty late, but haha quite worth it la, must spend more time with them before i really get too busy to have a social life haha! and the night which was originally supposed to be for me to do work got wasted haha. okay not really wasted, because phonecall was great haha! (:

today zomg i caught up on all the sleep that i needed the entire week haha! and woke up really late. then went out to meet my dearest cousin at the library. and then we went to try out the nice food places at bugis basement and shopped a bit before going home. where there was so much work left for me to do boo ):

okay haha that was realy long (and i think boring to most) but it's just mainly for me to remember what i did this week i guess haha.

oh and WELL DONE to the rsn people (: it sounded really fun ee i'm sad that i wasn't there to play because of silly sats ): but yay to rjtouch anyway :D

okayyy going to sleep now nightt

and even though i'm falling off, i only see you turning and walking away




): not this month ):

AHHHH I FEEL SO STRESSED ): and it's bad because i think it makes me randomly upset really easily ):

like i feel like i'm not good enough
that i need to be more understanding and judge less
that i owe so many people so much
that i ought to put in more effort
that we'll drift and it's my fault
and lots of things that are way too depressing to list out.


omg i think i'm going to diee this year ): ):

ah i miss you. quite a lot. i wish i still had a friend in you ): because sometimes when i need you there for me, i feel like i'm depending on an empty void of memories.



and sometimes i just want to ask you, do you/ have you ever missed any part of everything? because it sure seems like you don't. not at all.



hmm i think pok's right. we all just need something to feel a little sad about sometimes.

AHHHHHHH I FEEEL SO STRESSED. hahaha


there's so much work to do, but so little time, and so many people to go out with/ talk to!!

but i'm really glad i'm meeting val tmr (: YAYYYYY haha (:



but zzzzzzzzz i am like quite pissed off now.

OMG YAYYYY JAY CHOU WAS AWESOME :D :D

AND OUR SEATS WERE REALLY GOOD considering we booked them only the second time round! because he kept coming to our side's stage extension.

anddddd HE WAVED TO ME!!!! LIKE TO MEEEEEE hahahaaaa and princess thinks so too because i was the only one waving frantically at that point of time to him :D

i think i'll blog more another day :D hahaa but i think i just sounded like i did after the jj concert HAHAHA


hmm i think girls are just sentimental, and boys are just jerks haha

woah the past few days have been tiring, and i dont like being sick ):

monday was school as usual, before we had PT.

couldn't go for training on tuesday cos i felt too sick. stupid throat, so i went home to sleep!

wednesday was school as usual (which was pretty retarded i think i laughed till i got abs) and trials (: which was fun and exciting haha, thinking about how just one year ago we were all like that and so eager to get in too HAHA went for dinner with karen after that at S11! my second time eating there proper (: now i am a proud advocate of S11 food, which is not bad. but i'll still only go there at night when it's not terrible hot, because aircon is so important :D haha and karen and i decided that we were melancholic friends haha because everytime we go out we end up pondering life and everything (of course amidst lots of crap as well haha) but yeah it's nice though (: oh and like we had assembly talk (which we obviously didn't listen to) and then we were just talking about random stuff i think, and then jiaks/i said something like how we can just imagine all of us meeting up again when we're like 30plus and everything. and we'll definitely not be as close cos we won't see each other half as much, but it's so nice just thinking of stuff like that that really means friends forever (:

today! i woke up without my voice ): boo and got laughed at by mr reeves during econs hahaaa. and met shun to study, but unfortunately couldnt talk much HAHAHAHA
then met shiya in the library and did a bit of SATs haha before going for training! and ): i think my fitness really sucks i shall make a new resolution to run 2.4 everyday!!!! YES I SHALL. haha and luckily mummy decided to be nice and fetch me from school. but our car got banged on the way back Oo cos like it was this series of accidents but we're pretty much alright (even the car haha) so yeah nothing much la, anyway can claim insurance.

and i'm really tired now shall go sleep. before tmr comes and SATs mugging resumes zzzz.

actually not just physically and mentally but i think a bit emotionally also. which is why i think i just stop thinking so much about stuff, and just live life day by day, or at most week by week. because it's must easier to be happy this way, thinking about the random little joys of life (:

but ohwell. i guess i still do.

BW 11 '08 «¤±°ŠhÚñ°±¤» The grass is greener where it rains. [T'oing!] [Skens<3] says:
yeahh we have to meet soon

BW 11 '08 «¤±°ŠhÚñ°±¤» The grass is greener where it rains. [T'oing!] [Skens<3] says:
hahahha yah a week yijun!

BW 11 '08 «¤±°ŠhÚñ°±¤» The grass is greener where it rains. [T'oing!] [Skens<3] says:
thst ilke 1/3 or our friendship

BW 11 '08 «¤±°ŠhÚñ°±¤» The grass is greener where it rains. [T'oing!] [Skens<3] says:
hahhahahaha

BW 11 '08 «¤±°ŠhÚñ°±¤» The grass is greener where it rains. [T'oing!] [Skens<3] says:
of how long we've known each other la

haha (: best friend of three weeks. okay like four by now, maybe hahaa!

ah i feel like a really lucky girl, because 2008 has been off to quite a good start for me. (:

but ): ): i feel so sad for some people ): life sucks sometimes.

(: bw ogls
family at clarke quay over the weekend


baby (:
me sitting in val's incredible box haha!

syafiq is scaryyyy hahahaha




ah the past few days have been rather tiring still, but pretty awesome still.

wednesday was cca feste, where i hung out with the truggers, but the most exciting thing must have been going to the haunted house thing by raffles players. haha cos i went with val angel and yinglin, and all four of us were such scaredy cats who refused to budge and would stand rooted to the ground screaming our heads off HAHA.as compared to bong shiya weishan and fifi hahaa. and we came out like hyperventilating HAHA but it was pretty fun still :D then went home and slept the evening away.

thursday was training, but was quite slack cos it rained haha. then went to run 2.4 on our own accord YAY FOR US :D new plan to lose weight hahahaa

friday was clinic, but it rained once again. the stupid rain should just GO AWAYYYYY. then went for jack rozz after that, which was quite good (: before going for dinner with karen, angel, fifi, shiya and pris. yay which was nice, and then karen said something funny which caused me to laugh quite hard and everyone just ended up laughing at me laughing hahhaaa. but it was great hanging out (:

saturday, decided to sleep in and do some sats/ maths before going out to meet my og for a while at some place to play pool. (can't rmb the name of the place all of a sudden) haha and played the arcade a while, where i was absolutely hopeless at those shooting games but it's fun nonetheless haha. and then augie and i went to ecp for cheo's bday bbq. which was such a looooonngggggggg walk hahahaa. then went there and everyone was sort of in groups hahaaa. but it was quite fun, talking to shun, sabrina, kelly and sharon (: and by the time it finished it was eleven, so i walked home with carmen (: which was (: and we ate mcflurry haha, because the cake the guys bought was Oo Oo. haha but it was so scary walking home at like close to midnight. and TSKTSK. no guy offered to walk us home tsktsk hahahaa. but whatever it was nice talking anyway. (:

today woke up at 2, and then did sats and then cousins came over, so we went to pizza hut for dinner. and melanie and i finally managed to catch up with each other about orientation. like after a week haha. so we went for dessert at coffee club and took a nice slow walk home yay <3>

and i'm really exhausted, but the past few days have been awesome. orientation <3333 ahh i think i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms now, shun and i were so reluctant to sleep last night because we knew it'd all be over when we wake up ):

day one!
met the og! (: haha had icebreakers and first day at rjc. the activities were probably the most mild, considering that it was the first day. but i think the best i felt that day was when we came out of debrief, and saw the og in the amphi playing games themselves and having fun (: because it was so heartening to see them so nice and bonded and making the effort alr (: went for dinner at the playground at j8 after that, where we played the m&m game, my brilliant creation (:

day two
station games, and batch dance learning! haha, and dinner after that again!

day three
EA! (: and dinner at the vivo rooftop which was really nice, i really enjoyed talking to some of them

day four
war games, onite, finale ahhh ): it was crazy when storyline ended, because that meant the end of two months of intensive rehearsals and shitty makeup and everything. and when we sang our song to them, i almost cried even though i only knew the lyrics of the chorus, and when we saw t'sparanza burning in the air and we sang the ogl song to them again i couldn't help but tear quite a lot and hug shun and janelle <333

haha okay as you can see, i got lazy to blog about what happened each day, cos i guess orientation meant the most as an experience on the whole!

storyline
haha i never thought i would miss theloooonggg and tedious rehearsals, but i'm really sad that it's all come to an end, and i think i'm going to miss quite a bit of the cast! and haha i rmb how we sort of didnt want to walk to the hall for onite, cos we knew that the whole thing would soon be over the moment we went on stage ): and VALLLL I'LL REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH ZOMG i think i saw you the most throughout the holidays la (: haha! it'll be weird not seeing you almost everyday for like a few hours straight, and thank you for always being there for me dear <3

bw 9-12 ogls
shengwei joanna sabrina, augie yijun, cheo shun weiyuan, janelle stuart!

zomg i think the best thing that happened to me this whole orientation was meeting the bunch of you, and getting to know all of you so much better! esp shun, my friend of three weeks that i can talk soooo much to <3333 and i think i'll really really miss seeing you all so much, and like sitting around next to each other with our ogs, and singing songs/dancing, talking crap and camwhoring together and stuff! but we will continue meeting up so yay (: but seriously, i think i enjoyed orientation so much cos of all of you <333 and i can't believe i cried at finale, and i didnt even cry at our own orientation la, but I'LL REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU, LIKE HELL OF A LOT <333 i think this whole orientation affected the j2s so much more as compared to the j1s, because we really gave it our all in the preparation, and seeing everything come true, in ways we expected as well in ways that exceeded our expectations just meant so much. and we know that after this it'll just be mugging and mugging, for the many exams that are coming our way. and that to the j1s even though orientation ends it means the continuation of wonderful friendships and bonds, and a start to life in rj, but for us it just means that we're really so old now and i can't believe everything that we really prepared so hard for is all over now.

OG BW 10!
ah such a wonderful og (: i'm really glad that they're all so bonded, and they really enjoyed themselves cos i guess that's what matters most, to look back and remember your orientation to be filed with such fond memories (: and when we were sitting at the track playing sparklers, zomg i think i was about to cry again la, when they all said such nice things and i know that they're going to remember their orientation for a lifetime. i really enjoyed the whole experience of being an ogl, and thankyou dear og for making orientation 08 such an awesome one for me (: it was really tiring sometimes, and stressful having to worry about 20 people and be accountable for them all the time, and to rush our their presents and notes and everything, but when you know that they all really appreciate it, all the hard work is really forgotten because it really pays off just to see how we managed to make orientation for this group of 20 j1s such an awesome experience. now i know why very long ago, someone once told me that if we become ogls, it'll probably be one of the best things that happened to us in our entire jc life.

actually there's a lot more, but i'm kind of tired so this will have to do for now. my emotions aren't as intense as they were last night, but i might feel it all over again when i upload photos and look at them, which i have yet to.

but it's crazy to have to go back to normal school life after the whirlwind of fun and activities not only from the last few day of orientation, but from the whole of the past two months of oprep and enjoyment.

and i really hate it when such things end cos it suddenly feels so surreal, but i guess the memories make them totally worth it.

and there's a whole pile of work waiting for me to do now, like maths, econs, lit and history, not to mention the SATs looming as the 26th draws closer.

and there's a whole lot of people i want to talk to too, considering i havent seen the in a few days/ weeks, and sometimes that can really feel like ages. so even though it totally killed my sleep i'm glad i talked on the phone to angel over the weekend until like 2am haha and i went for lunch to miss clarity today with pok jolyn and jiaks haha <3

ahh 469. a lot.

haha going for dinner soon, but decided to upload overdue photos first (:
truggy christmas dinner!
NYE with karen (:
T'AKO PACHI <333 our wonderful og flags (:
MY DEARESTESTEST BOYFRIEND <3333 i have no idea what came of me yday, and i dont know why i was so silly, but i just want to say i wouldn't know what to do if not for youuu <33

omg orientation is really tiring, i could barely keep my eyes open during debrief, much less og dinner. but thank goodness it's loads of fun nonetheless (:

the beginning of a new year once again! and i have already done my reflections for the new year like two posts ago, so yupp (:

yesterday was really quite a nice new year's eve. haha firstly of cos, there was storyline once again, our last rehearsal ever before we perform tomorrow :/ quite scary. then after that talked to carmen for a while (don't think you'd read this) but CHEER UP DEAR <333333 the new year will be better for sure <333

and then went home and i opened the thumbdrive that val told me too, and zomg <3 <3 <3 <3 x infinity <333333 when i played the ppt i just started tearing and tearing la VAL I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT <3333 you're the best boyfriend ever haha (: thank you soooo much for your birthday letter/ powerpoint <3333

left the house soon after that to meet karen! haha and we were both like one hour late, but i was earlier :D haha went to soup spoon at paragon, and then to coffee club at taka for dessert, which was HEAVENLY (: and we just talked and talked quite a bit, about everything that happened to us this year, which is quite amazing considering how we aren't THAT close usually, but yesterday night was great (: and as karen puts it, it was quite apt for new year's eve haha. and i think as the years pass and we get older it's quite sad that we have less opportunities to change things, and it's sad knowing how i might look back when i'm 80 and sitting in a rocking chair and going: shucks i should have done that. yes, all the what ifs do kill. and YES(: I CAN'T WAIT TO FLASH OUR COOL OG FLAGS TOMORROW :D hahaaa

then went to auntie margaret's house at like 11 plus, just in time for the countdown, and haha it was quite fun i guess seeing all the little kids again haha and bradley gave me a new year's kiss HAHA (:

ate and bummed around for a while, before realising that pok lived around the area so i called her, and it turned out that she lived like 5 doors away from where i was at, so we spent the night (early morning) talking on the road haha leaning against cars till about 2am, when i had to go home, but that was nice too (:

today i woke up at 11.05, and screamed because i was supposed to be at kbox at 11. hahahaa rushed there and reached there just slightly before 12. quite miraculous actually, today was my first time at kbox the entire hols! how sad zzz but san gen cao <333333 HAHA we kbox together only like once a year la, so hard to meet up :/ hahaha and i got my bday present from cherylw which is really cool, and the card is really nice too (: before going home and watching another disc of heroes, and going to play tennis with my family.

spent the night packing my room, GOOD JOB YIJUN :D haha what a great start to the new year :D and i think i shall go sleep soon, after i print out all the ogl stuff zomggggg ): so much to do, hahaha but quite exciting :D